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bluegreen17) wrote2002-07-14 08:34 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-07-14 08:34 pm
on ice
havent' heard anything from my sister,but as my other sister wrote,it's 'god day' so they're busy.
i am debating whether i should apologize for the TONE of my email...it was pretty intense,and i did make some sarcastic comments,as well as mentioning three times that i felt suicidal quite often. but my buddies here are used to that,aren't you? yes,i still have a sense of humor...it's the only way to have a moment's peace in hell.
anyway,i live in a very cool town...jonny lang collects carriages in the parking lot,and now ewan mcgregor works at the video store! ha. well,he lost his accent though,but he's still cute. honestly,if i'd been in a bolder mood,i would have said to this guy 'has anyone ever told you that you look like...'. maybe it's just as well that i didn't though,because he seemed kind of shy and i think he was new so he was probably a bit nervous.
plus,he's probably twenty so maybe it wouldn't be too cool for me to be flirting with him. anyway,i sure enjoyed having him check me out (as in checking out the videos...WHAT are you thinking? only older guys check me out,if anyone!)
i just finishing watching 'mystery alaska' this afternoon. it was kind of uneven for a while,but the ending made it such a great movie! the ending is not what you'd expect and yet it is soooo inspiring.once i finished watching it, i wanted to watch it again because i'd gotten to love the characters,but it was due back today. i'll probably rent it again...i love being inspired,and i love good characters and acting. russell crowe was great as usual,and i loved his character. it's a town with a bunch of hockey players. i enjoyed the part of the movie that is the game,and it reminded me how much i used to love watching hockey. i prefer college and olympic hockey because it's faster,more elegant and more focusing on skating and skill.i don't like fighting and brutality in hockey. nevertheless,i followed the boston bruins through my high school years and really enjoyed it.i used to watch every game on a tv station that came in fuzzy...pretty funny,since i couldn't really see the puck!
today was a wonderful summer's day. i did two loads of laundry and it still stayed comfortable in here. i sat next to my open window with a small fan on low and it was great. later on,my mom got too warm (she has a low tolerance for heat and i have a low tolerance for humidity) so we put on the ac even though i felt comfortable but no need for her to suffer. it's gorgeous this evening and we've got the windows open again. it's all pretty nice except someone's got a pounding stereo i can hear but hopefully it won't be on forever. and i still haven't heard from my sister (i feel she owes me an apology,but i'll probably end up apologizing first...hell,do i want to be right or do i want to be at peace?)
i am debating whether i should apologize for the TONE of my email...it was pretty intense,and i did make some sarcastic comments,as well as mentioning three times that i felt suicidal quite often. but my buddies here are used to that,aren't you? yes,i still have a sense of humor...it's the only way to have a moment's peace in hell.
anyway,i live in a very cool town...jonny lang collects carriages in the parking lot,and now ewan mcgregor works at the video store! ha. well,he lost his accent though,but he's still cute. honestly,if i'd been in a bolder mood,i would have said to this guy 'has anyone ever told you that you look like...'. maybe it's just as well that i didn't though,because he seemed kind of shy and i think he was new so he was probably a bit nervous.
plus,he's probably twenty so maybe it wouldn't be too cool for me to be flirting with him. anyway,i sure enjoyed having him check me out (as in checking out the videos...WHAT are you thinking? only older guys check me out,if anyone!)
i just finishing watching 'mystery alaska' this afternoon. it was kind of uneven for a while,but the ending made it such a great movie! the ending is not what you'd expect and yet it is soooo inspiring.once i finished watching it, i wanted to watch it again because i'd gotten to love the characters,but it was due back today. i'll probably rent it again...i love being inspired,and i love good characters and acting. russell crowe was great as usual,and i loved his character. it's a town with a bunch of hockey players. i enjoyed the part of the movie that is the game,and it reminded me how much i used to love watching hockey. i prefer college and olympic hockey because it's faster,more elegant and more focusing on skating and skill.i don't like fighting and brutality in hockey. nevertheless,i followed the boston bruins through my high school years and really enjoyed it.i used to watch every game on a tv station that came in fuzzy...pretty funny,since i couldn't really see the puck!
today was a wonderful summer's day. i did two loads of laundry and it still stayed comfortable in here. i sat next to my open window with a small fan on low and it was great. later on,my mom got too warm (she has a low tolerance for heat and i have a low tolerance for humidity) so we put on the ac even though i felt comfortable but no need for her to suffer. it's gorgeous this evening and we've got the windows open again. it's all pretty nice except someone's got a pounding stereo i can hear but hopefully it won't be on forever. and i still haven't heard from my sister (i feel she owes me an apology,but i'll probably end up apologizing first...hell,do i want to be right or do i want to be at peace?)