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bluegreen17) wrote2003-10-25 02:03 am
bluegreen17) wrote2003-10-25 02:03 am
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i wish i could get a note from my doctor to give to my employer which says:
diane is a highly tuned and sensitive instrument. please make accomadations for this whenever possible to keep her in good running order.
today i found out that the new boss wants to change my schedule slightly...(but it's more like the grand canyon to me!) from 3-11:30 to 3:30-midnight. i've worked that shift before and the last half-hour is a killer. also,i leave home at 2 and if i leave home at 2:30,the traffic is a heck of a lot heavier than it is just a half hour before...it includes such nice things as school buses and i assume the letting out of school is part of the reason for the rest of the heavy traffic after that time of day. my commute to work...about 40 minutes in heavy traffic,is stressful enough as it is. i don't need to increase it fourfold,or whatever. i was incredibly upset about this today. so upset i found myself unable to keep myself working...yes,a paralyzing kind of upset,which happens to me once in a while. i called my sister sara and she was very supportive and sympathetic.i suppose i would appear insane to get this upset over such a small thing,but i do. i just do. little things really bother me oftentimes. and i do not need my life to get any more difficult than it already is.i wonder how long i can keep going pushing myself every day to get out of bed,go to work,and carry on with all the things i hate doing just to survive another possibly miserable day.i just need a miracle,that's all!
and having said that,i'm going to bed because i'm very tired.
*yawn*
diane is a highly tuned and sensitive instrument. please make accomadations for this whenever possible to keep her in good running order.
today i found out that the new boss wants to change my schedule slightly...(but it's more like the grand canyon to me!) from 3-11:30 to 3:30-midnight. i've worked that shift before and the last half-hour is a killer. also,i leave home at 2 and if i leave home at 2:30,the traffic is a heck of a lot heavier than it is just a half hour before...it includes such nice things as school buses and i assume the letting out of school is part of the reason for the rest of the heavy traffic after that time of day. my commute to work...about 40 minutes in heavy traffic,is stressful enough as it is. i don't need to increase it fourfold,or whatever. i was incredibly upset about this today. so upset i found myself unable to keep myself working...yes,a paralyzing kind of upset,which happens to me once in a while. i called my sister sara and she was very supportive and sympathetic.i suppose i would appear insane to get this upset over such a small thing,but i do. i just do. little things really bother me oftentimes. and i do not need my life to get any more difficult than it already is.i wonder how long i can keep going pushing myself every day to get out of bed,go to work,and carry on with all the things i hate doing just to survive another possibly miserable day.i just need a miracle,that's all!
and having said that,i'm going to bed because i'm very tired.
*yawn*