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bluegreen17) wrote2002-08-19 05:48 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-08-19 05:48 pm
mother as child
well,if it wasn't bad enough that i couldn't force myself to get much done today,and this week they are shutting off our water for an entire day so i have to get up at 6 a.m. to shower and i have to work a day shift so i'll be somewhere with water (i usually work 3-11:30...i leave home around 2 and get home around 12:30) which means i would have to go to bed at 1 and get up at 5 the next day and screw that,i'm going to call out sick the day before,and lose 60 bucks i can't afford to lose...
no,if that isn't enough,my mother now informs me that she is having side effects of a cough and sore throat from a medication she started taking two weeks ago,even though she was at the doctor's last wednesday with my sister and didn't mention it then!
so...i have to play phone tag with her doctor tomorrow and get her an appointment...and since she is going to be out of town for the water shutoff it is going to be even more challenging.
yeah,i know i'm a wimp. i can't handle much of anything at all and my damned drug,which i had to pay $73 for because my insurance company refused to (it's not on our list...yeah,great,but my doctor prescribed it for me for a condition i have...) does not seem to be doing me a damned bit of good. i hate drugs,but i need to be more motivated (pretty obvious) and that is what it is supposed to help me with,and it's not freakin' working!
but,no i have nothing to complain about....i just have a bad attitude.
i hate to be told that...walk a lifetime in my shoes and then tell me i have a bad attitude.
sorry to yell! i'm mad but not at my readers,bless you!
no,if that isn't enough,my mother now informs me that she is having side effects of a cough and sore throat from a medication she started taking two weeks ago,even though she was at the doctor's last wednesday with my sister and didn't mention it then!
so...i have to play phone tag with her doctor tomorrow and get her an appointment...and since she is going to be out of town for the water shutoff it is going to be even more challenging.
yeah,i know i'm a wimp. i can't handle much of anything at all and my damned drug,which i had to pay $73 for because my insurance company refused to (it's not on our list...yeah,great,but my doctor prescribed it for me for a condition i have...) does not seem to be doing me a damned bit of good. i hate drugs,but i need to be more motivated (pretty obvious) and that is what it is supposed to help me with,and it's not freakin' working!
but,no i have nothing to complain about....i just have a bad attitude.
i hate to be told that...walk a lifetime in my shoes and then tell me i have a bad attitude.
sorry to yell! i'm mad but not at my readers,bless you!