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bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-29 07:50 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-29 07:50 pm
chilly and dark
i'm pissed off at mom now,and it's probably not her fault.
the grocery store closes in an hour,i'm eating my supper and trying to relax,and mom now tells me (after i asked her if she needed anything a couple hours ago when i went to the annoying supermarket) that she needs fudgesicles (there're sugar free and she eats them constantly,probably because there aren't very many sugar free treats she likes and she's limited because of her diabetes) and cough drops. she has a phobia about choking because she coughs a lot (i don't know if its' phlegm or acid reflux or because she smoked for 40 years but quit ten years ago),so she uses hall's menthol cough drops to open up her throat a bit. it's actually not very healthy...menthol opens up your lungs to stuff that normally would be filtered out,but i understand phobias,so we'll probably go get her stuff shortly.
i probably shouldn't be mad at her. she SHOULD make lists of things when she runs low,but she also is has some brain problems,so it's not really her fault.
i just hate going out after dark when it's chilly out. i hate it when it's dark and cold in winter and it's like pulling teeth if i have to go out and do things after dark on a weekend.it's not so bad when it's warm,plus of course then there is more light.
i don't know why,but when mom does something that she thinks is stupid,her way of coping is to laugh hysterically,and that just infuriates me more.
and someone just threw a piece of furniture around upstairs again. god,sometimes my sensitivities are just overloaded!
i just aint gonna make it to sainthood this time round.
the grocery store closes in an hour,i'm eating my supper and trying to relax,and mom now tells me (after i asked her if she needed anything a couple hours ago when i went to the annoying supermarket) that she needs fudgesicles (there're sugar free and she eats them constantly,probably because there aren't very many sugar free treats she likes and she's limited because of her diabetes) and cough drops. she has a phobia about choking because she coughs a lot (i don't know if its' phlegm or acid reflux or because she smoked for 40 years but quit ten years ago),so she uses hall's menthol cough drops to open up her throat a bit. it's actually not very healthy...menthol opens up your lungs to stuff that normally would be filtered out,but i understand phobias,so we'll probably go get her stuff shortly.
i probably shouldn't be mad at her. she SHOULD make lists of things when she runs low,but she also is has some brain problems,so it's not really her fault.
i just hate going out after dark when it's chilly out. i hate it when it's dark and cold in winter and it's like pulling teeth if i have to go out and do things after dark on a weekend.it's not so bad when it's warm,plus of course then there is more light.
i don't know why,but when mom does something that she thinks is stupid,her way of coping is to laugh hysterically,and that just infuriates me more.
and someone just threw a piece of furniture around upstairs again. god,sometimes my sensitivities are just overloaded!
i just aint gonna make it to sainthood this time round.