bluegreen17 (
bluegreen17) wrote2002-08-04 02:42 pm
amelie again
i just watched amelie again and thoroughly enjoyed it as the beautiful fantasy it is.
the sad thing is,it just made me remember that i still want to find my soulmate,which is probably not even something that exists,and at my age,it's kind of ridiculous. why do so many things have to make me sad?
sigh.
the sad thing is,it just made me remember that i still want to find my soulmate,which is probably not even something that exists,and at my age,it's kind of ridiculous. why do so many things have to make me sad?
sigh.

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If you want to find your soulmate, you just have to wait and suffer. He lies on the other side of infinite patience through endless misery. You can find your soulmate at any age, but you have to have paid the price - you can't ever give up hope, you have to maintain constant belief they are out there looking for you too, and you have to survive the heartache that comes with the waiting.
In the meantime, find distractions. It makes the waiting more bearable.
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i sometimes think as old as i am,if my soulmate does 'show up' i'll be so pissed at him for taking so long! on the other hand,he could be pissed at me,but really who should we be pissed off at? i don't believe in god or benevolence right now...and i don't think anyone is worth waiting a lifetime for...they'd have to be perfect,and no one's perfect. i'm not worth waiting a lifetime for either.i have a lot of good points,but i have so many problems it's ridiculous.
thanks for the note! if i remember correctly,you have a dark sense of humor yourself,don't you? i can appreciate that!
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yeah? Sometimes I think my soulmate must have been born in mainland China, and is probably a peasent.
If only because the greatest percentage of people born in the last thirty years were born in mainland China, and are peasents.
So if you want to increase your chancesof meeting your soulmate, study Chinese.
thanks for the note! if i remember correctly,you have a dark sense of humor yourself,don't you? i can appreciate that!
Who me? Dark? Never!
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i feel rather doomed,to say the least. nevertheless,thanks for your kind words.
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when these rarely states of energy are here, everybody is then my soulmate, not cause i wished it to experience, it happend, we all were totaly equal, i saw/felt that god likes to incarnate as that thick fat man, as that imbecile, as that young girl on her bycicle, as me.....no difference was in our divinity.....i haven't read that anywhere, it was then so and it has gone..it was not an emotional attraction like to liking them, it was beyond like and dislike...
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