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bluegreen17) wrote2002-08-08 12:36 am
bluegreen17) wrote2002-08-08 12:36 am
cranky
i'm cranky.
during the last two weeks,i've made a phone call every day to try to get medication. i went to therapy on monday night,and my therapist faxed the doctor's office with the information that was needed. i called the dr.'s office tuesday and asked for someone to call me back and let me know if they got the information and when the doctor would be calling in a prescription for me. i haven't gotten a call back yet. i called this afternoon and was told it was the dr.'s early day...she left at noon. i'm trying to get on a medication to try so i don't fall into a worse depression. yes,i occasionally have a good day,or a good hour,or whatever. but more days are downers,and it's hard to deal with. i remember in my twenties,i actually tallied up good days to bad days,and it was something like 2 good days out of seven. i don't even think i have that high a percentage of good days anymore.
so i'm pretty pissed off. tomorrow is not going to be fun for me at work either because we have a book signing and they use the newstand...which means i can't work there. they also remove the two tables from the breakroom so we have no place to sit down and eat. i get really cranky if i can't have a relaxing dinner. so of course i'm thinking of playing hookey tomorrow,at least for a half day. and to go out and find myself a ben and jerry's frozen yogurt to cheer myself up. sometimes the store is all out that. it's pretty sad to drive to different stores for a particular item,but i've done it,because sometimes that's the only thing i can think of. how pathetic.
well,at least we've had some fresh air in here the last couple of days,because it hasn't been too hot to leave the windows open. that's something. but i'm still cranky! grrrrr....
during the last two weeks,i've made a phone call every day to try to get medication. i went to therapy on monday night,and my therapist faxed the doctor's office with the information that was needed. i called the dr.'s office tuesday and asked for someone to call me back and let me know if they got the information and when the doctor would be calling in a prescription for me. i haven't gotten a call back yet. i called this afternoon and was told it was the dr.'s early day...she left at noon. i'm trying to get on a medication to try so i don't fall into a worse depression. yes,i occasionally have a good day,or a good hour,or whatever. but more days are downers,and it's hard to deal with. i remember in my twenties,i actually tallied up good days to bad days,and it was something like 2 good days out of seven. i don't even think i have that high a percentage of good days anymore.
so i'm pretty pissed off. tomorrow is not going to be fun for me at work either because we have a book signing and they use the newstand...which means i can't work there. they also remove the two tables from the breakroom so we have no place to sit down and eat. i get really cranky if i can't have a relaxing dinner. so of course i'm thinking of playing hookey tomorrow,at least for a half day. and to go out and find myself a ben and jerry's frozen yogurt to cheer myself up. sometimes the store is all out that. it's pretty sad to drive to different stores for a particular item,but i've done it,because sometimes that's the only thing i can think of. how pathetic.
well,at least we've had some fresh air in here the last couple of days,because it hasn't been too hot to leave the windows open. that's something. but i'm still cranky! grrrrr....
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i hope that things get better for you soon... lots of fresh air!