misery loves to complain

[bluegreen17]

i just feel like having a tantrum right now. i know i'm a brat,even as an adult. people have often said to me 'you're never happy/satisfied'. that's not entirely true,but it sure feels like it's true a lot of the time.

grrrr....i'm just tired of being unhappy so much and of having no one to hang around with and eating way too much sugar just so i'll feel okay for a few minutes. god,that's pitiful. i just want something good to happen and i don't have the energy to make it happen,so sometimes i feel like i'm in hell. eating too much sugar means i spend money i don't have and i put on weight,which makes me feel even worse,etc. i've tried and tried to cut down but i just want the bad feelings to stop,so i eat sugar.

i looked at a copy of the mood cure only briefly,and it just looked daunting to read. my attention span is sucky too when it comes to stuff i'm not interested in. i'm sure it says don't eat sugar! but how,how? it's like asking an alcoholic to 'just stop drinking'. i don't feel i can do it alone,and there's no overeaters anonymous around here,or if there is,it's on a night that i work.

sorry,i'm just being a bitch. i just love having two weeks worth of pms!

Comments

[autumnfaerie.livejournal.com]

It's ok to be a bitch sometimes. It helps to get rid of that bad feelings to talk or write about them. I"m sorry you're feeling bad.

*hugs* Hope you feel better soon.

[(Anonymous)]

i hope it helps even just a little to know that some who cares read this.
*hug* patti