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bluegreen17) wrote2003-10-07 04:46 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2003-10-07 04:46 pm
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went to the video store because it was cheapo day and i got:
down with love-ewan mcgregor! yum. and it just looks like fun.
frida-that one looks extremely interesting
mystery,alaska-i've seen it once before,and like the characters and love the ending. very uplifting.
25th hour-it's got edward norton,philip seymour hoffman and someone else i really like in it,but can't remember his name at the moment.
today is officially the first day of my vacation,since i work tues-sat. i'm feeling really lonely and that my life is pretty empty. i'm going to see if i can find yet another therapist,though i've already seen two and i don't think there are anymore in the insurance co. network.
i think there's something wrong in that i have a few friends i could call this week and do things with,but i don't really feel like it. well,partly it's because of lack of money,but i just dont feel like i like anyone enough to make the effort,and it has absolutely nothing to do with how great those friends are. they are really super people...i'm just feeling bored with almost everyone lately. that's not good.
on the other hand,it's easier to be home alone and depressed than being here with mom or some other roommate irritating me. or having to go to work when i feel this way. that's a mixed bag...sometimes i enjoy the folks at work and it perks me up but other times my co-workers just annoy the hell out of me. depends on who's working that day and how i'm feeling.
well,the weather is great. i got my screens back on...which makes me feel better,although now i look at them and see how they really don't hook on all that securely...i wonder if they'll stay on. i think there was some paint that makes the little screws less secure...they painted over them,and so there is less room to hook them,if that makes any sense,which it probably doesn't the way i'm describing it!
i did a few errands today...got floss,and new toothbrush and cards for my brother-in-law and my mom,who have birthdays this month.i'm in denial about my money situation,somewhat,and must sit down and start getting serious about frugality. i don't know what to eat that would be both cheap and healthy. my stomach's been acting up.
i did buy the paper to look for a job. i really hate to leave the job i have now,though,but how can i keep paying the rent?
ah,well,at least it's fairly peaceful at the moment and the dog downstairs has stopped barking.
down with love-ewan mcgregor! yum. and it just looks like fun.
frida-that one looks extremely interesting
mystery,alaska-i've seen it once before,and like the characters and love the ending. very uplifting.
25th hour-it's got edward norton,philip seymour hoffman and someone else i really like in it,but can't remember his name at the moment.
today is officially the first day of my vacation,since i work tues-sat. i'm feeling really lonely and that my life is pretty empty. i'm going to see if i can find yet another therapist,though i've already seen two and i don't think there are anymore in the insurance co. network.
i think there's something wrong in that i have a few friends i could call this week and do things with,but i don't really feel like it. well,partly it's because of lack of money,but i just dont feel like i like anyone enough to make the effort,and it has absolutely nothing to do with how great those friends are. they are really super people...i'm just feeling bored with almost everyone lately. that's not good.
on the other hand,it's easier to be home alone and depressed than being here with mom or some other roommate irritating me. or having to go to work when i feel this way. that's a mixed bag...sometimes i enjoy the folks at work and it perks me up but other times my co-workers just annoy the hell out of me. depends on who's working that day and how i'm feeling.
well,the weather is great. i got my screens back on...which makes me feel better,although now i look at them and see how they really don't hook on all that securely...i wonder if they'll stay on. i think there was some paint that makes the little screws less secure...they painted over them,and so there is less room to hook them,if that makes any sense,which it probably doesn't the way i'm describing it!
i did a few errands today...got floss,and new toothbrush and cards for my brother-in-law and my mom,who have birthdays this month.i'm in denial about my money situation,somewhat,and must sit down and start getting serious about frugality. i don't know what to eat that would be both cheap and healthy. my stomach's been acting up.
i did buy the paper to look for a job. i really hate to leave the job i have now,though,but how can i keep paying the rent?
ah,well,at least it's fairly peaceful at the moment and the dog downstairs has stopped barking.
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Dogs shouldn't be allowed in apartment buildings. only kitties should be... *smiles*
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(Anonymous) 2003-10-09 05:46 am (UTC)(link)a friend just told me she saw that movie down with love and said it was cute. let me know if you think it's worth renting at least for ewan.
patti