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bluegreen17 ([personal profile] bluegreen17) wrote2004-01-27 03:19 pm

vacation plans

well,i'm trying to force myself to clean this week. it takes a lot of force,believe me! i'm reading a book called '100 ways to motivate yourself',which is good and inspiring,but i'm still not sure if i've gotten the methods to actually work. i'm a tough case!

anyway,i guess i will go back to torturing myself with chores and try to stave off urges to sit on my butt and fall asleep or watch a movie,or read useless books or screw around on the internet for too much of the day. never mind not eating. i'm out of control sometimes! i should go out and walk and get exercise and fresh air,but it's COLD. very.