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bluegreen17 ([personal profile] bluegreen17) wrote2004-04-09 12:06 pm

reveille

you know,i want to find the answers to many big questions in life,and yet i can't even figure out how to motivate myself to get out of bed in the morning so i'm not late for work.* what motivates me at all is fear,and i'd like to live my life from some other motivation.

ah,well. it's not cold out today. that's a plus.

and,uh,happy good friday,i guess.

*edit: but i'm workin' on it.

[identity profile] southernyank.livejournal.com 2004-04-09 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Fear. Yup, big motivator for me, too. I discovered several years back (in therapy, natch) that my entire life - virtually every decision I've made - has been motivated by either fear or shame. Or both. Unnerving, I think.

Can't say that my life has changed much...at least in that regard. But awareness is always the first step, no?

I'm kinda afraid of the second step. ha.

[identity profile] terabithiabeth.livejournal.com 2004-04-11 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
"what motivates me at all is fear,and i'd like to live my life from some other motivation."

Let me know when you figure out how to do that!