bluegreen17 (
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-05 12:06 am
the answer is 42
didn't get much done today. felt lazy and unmotivated.
i was going to bring the trash down but the dumpster hasn't been empty and i don't think they'll be back until saturday.or maybe they were here and i missed them,but i was too lazy to run down and check the dumpster again.
well,i did get a few things done. i brought my book back to the library and of course took more out.
'bury me standing' about the roma (gypsies)
a book about the rise of cities. i've been interested in cities lately.i think i have a love/hate relationship with them. i hate the fast pace of some cities (and being on the east coast,the pace is generally fast) but on the other hand there is so much to see and so many people to watch,so it's not boring. it's great if one isn't in a rush themselves.
'the man in the high castle' by philip k. dick
a book about antidepressants
i renewed 'change your brain,change your life'
i got a call back from the nurse at the dr.'s office,and since my stomach wasn't too bad today,i decided to refill the prescription for the less strong stomach med i am trying to gear down to. if i get sick again,i'll call them back and they'll either give me samples of the stronger med and/or i'll get a prescription called in if my insurance will pay. but hopefully i'll be able to stay on the ranitidine. i also got my bennie prescription...the calming agent for when i start on the wellbutrin,which i will now try on sunday,my next day off,if my stomach remains okay.
i still need to buy drano for the tub and i keep putting it off because i am either doing something else or am too lazy.i'll have to get some soon though,since the drain keeps getting slower. can't put it off forever.
there are a few emails i intend to write but i just haven't felt like it. i don't know why i am sometimes less motivated to write emails than journal entries. i think it may be because it takes more focus,and focus is not abundant in my brain right now.
it's easier to just ramble like this than to address something specific to a specific person,i guess.
i find it so hard to force myself to do things i don't feel like doing! is it depression or laziness?
i will most likely get 'dry mouth' while taking wellbutrin. according to the stuff i've been reading,that makes one more prone to cavities,which is interesting because i'm already so prone to cavities that i have to brush and floss even when i just think about food! ha. but seriously,fortunately i have my six month checkup in two weeks and i'm going to ask my dentist if he has any helpful hints.cavities are expensive not to mention painful! and i already have a mouth full of foreign matter. i no longer get mercury amalgam fillings,but who knows whether the more modern stuff is toxic as well? plus,the non mercury fillings are more expensive.
well,if the wellbutrin helps me to feel better,it will be a matter of do i want to be happy and have no teeth or do i want to be miserable and have teeth? ha. maybe it won't end up as drastic as that.
for some reason,this is all getting blurry,which is disturbing...do eyes get blurry when they are tired? sometimes i find things are blurry but they don't usually GET blurry while i'm writing/reading,so this is weird.
i must tell myself,don't panic!
take a towel!
i was going to bring the trash down but the dumpster hasn't been empty and i don't think they'll be back until saturday.or maybe they were here and i missed them,but i was too lazy to run down and check the dumpster again.
well,i did get a few things done. i brought my book back to the library and of course took more out.
'bury me standing' about the roma (gypsies)
a book about the rise of cities. i've been interested in cities lately.i think i have a love/hate relationship with them. i hate the fast pace of some cities (and being on the east coast,the pace is generally fast) but on the other hand there is so much to see and so many people to watch,so it's not boring. it's great if one isn't in a rush themselves.
'the man in the high castle' by philip k. dick
a book about antidepressants
i renewed 'change your brain,change your life'
i got a call back from the nurse at the dr.'s office,and since my stomach wasn't too bad today,i decided to refill the prescription for the less strong stomach med i am trying to gear down to. if i get sick again,i'll call them back and they'll either give me samples of the stronger med and/or i'll get a prescription called in if my insurance will pay. but hopefully i'll be able to stay on the ranitidine. i also got my bennie prescription...the calming agent for when i start on the wellbutrin,which i will now try on sunday,my next day off,if my stomach remains okay.
i still need to buy drano for the tub and i keep putting it off because i am either doing something else or am too lazy.i'll have to get some soon though,since the drain keeps getting slower. can't put it off forever.
there are a few emails i intend to write but i just haven't felt like it. i don't know why i am sometimes less motivated to write emails than journal entries. i think it may be because it takes more focus,and focus is not abundant in my brain right now.
it's easier to just ramble like this than to address something specific to a specific person,i guess.
i find it so hard to force myself to do things i don't feel like doing! is it depression or laziness?
i will most likely get 'dry mouth' while taking wellbutrin. according to the stuff i've been reading,that makes one more prone to cavities,which is interesting because i'm already so prone to cavities that i have to brush and floss even when i just think about food! ha. but seriously,fortunately i have my six month checkup in two weeks and i'm going to ask my dentist if he has any helpful hints.cavities are expensive not to mention painful! and i already have a mouth full of foreign matter. i no longer get mercury amalgam fillings,but who knows whether the more modern stuff is toxic as well? plus,the non mercury fillings are more expensive.
well,if the wellbutrin helps me to feel better,it will be a matter of do i want to be happy and have no teeth or do i want to be miserable and have teeth? ha. maybe it won't end up as drastic as that.
for some reason,this is all getting blurry,which is disturbing...do eyes get blurry when they are tired? sometimes i find things are blurry but they don't usually GET blurry while i'm writing/reading,so this is weird.
i must tell myself,don't panic!
take a towel!
