bluegreen17 | madness,elves,and bodhisattvas

my madness quotient:

i have issues. but i also recognise this fact and do what i can to resolve those issues. i may have spent a long time letting those issues control me, but now i'm ready to take the upper hand and wonder about the world around me. i'm getting to be well-balanced, but i'm not quite there yet.

how mad are you?

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i just finished watching the lord of the rings for the second time.i wish pippin spoke more...gotta love a hobbit with a glaswegian accent,my favorite accent in the world! i want to go to glasgow and then on to the highlands and hebrides and orkneys. when i'll do this i don't know. perhaps in my next life. i miss being there from my last lives!

many many years ago i got lost in the world of middle earth while reading first the hobbit,and then the rings trilogy.i learned to write my name in high elven. and i loved the elves most of all. to this day i love pixies and elves and even the mischievious pookahs. (remember harvey the invisible rabbit in the movie 'harvey' with jimmy stewart?) harvey is a pookah.

it's been almost thirty years since i last visited middle earth. and it strikes me now,after years of living in the world of men/homo sapiens, how indeed easily corruptible are they.
and yet once in a while the light of something better (the blood of numenor?) shines through. i admire the elves for their sense of honor.but i don't think they could be otherwise...sort of like angels. whereas,humankind has to burn in the fiery kiln of life in order to shine.

i read some channeled stuff where the angels admired us humans for our courage in taking on this world. i like to think that we are all potential bodhisattvas,here to help each other...and unlike some of a certain belief system,leaving NO ONE BEHIND.

will the last bodhisattva kindly shut off the lights?

'we'll wait for everyone/wait 'til the last one's done'...
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Yep, "Madness Level = 54% for me, too!

"My karma ran over my dogma."

You know, I had never read Fellowship until about a month before the movie came out (I figured I ought to find out what all the fuss was about)... and I found it to be quite enlightening & deep, not to mention a damn good read! Now I know what all 'dem fools were talking about back in the day.

BTW, my madness level as only 42%... Heh, heh.

did you answer me or not.... concerning the healing energies....of course no answer is to an answer....i didn't get any

writing an email has been one of those things i've put off because i've been so scattered.
i guess i wanted to express myself in a good way why i would reject your offer,and i'm such a perfectionist that i often weight until i think i can form and organize the words better. but since you've asked
the basic thing is i'm not comfortable revealing where i live to people i dont' know very well. it's not a matter of distrusting YOU. from all i sense,you are sincere.
if i was in a better state of mind,it would have been more thoughtful and polite of me to respond to you sooner for such a kind offer,and i hope you'll forgive me,as i am not at my best right now. but i think you understand that. i wonder how you are since you don't write anything personal in your journal,at least that i've seen.
i regret at times that i just don't have the yen to email people as often as part of me wants to,if that makes sense.
i'm hoping you are well,and thanks again for your kind consideration!
diane

i forgive you diane

there is another possibility to send you energy.
I have learnt, that one can send the energy to each adresse where the reciever is often situated, so i could send the energy for example to the library you work...what do you think about that...please answer me soon diane...if you don't want i am not hurt

i feel a bit the yen to send you energy

thanks again,gerry,but i'm not confortable letting you know where i work either! oh,well.

a few months ago,i found a spiritualist website that offered healing. four different healers sent me healing energy (whatever they did,they didn't need to know my location). however,the only thing i can conclude is that i was not meant to be healed of my particular ailments at this time,because i believe that kind of healing works. unless there is some other reason. any ideas?

perhaps it could be a feint of the depressive mind...it maintains that you are not worth enough to get betterment

could be, that the energy can reach you without a nearer information about your location ....we can try...you only have to give me the permission

gerry,
if you are willing to try to send me energy without knowing my exact location,i would be happy to accept that offer and would be grateful.
thank you!
diane

i am ill..have influenza since friday ...and will begin to send you energy ,i think, from monday or tuesdy next week...

take care of yourself. i hope you feel better soon and thank you!

i started with sending you energy saturday evenig and continued today evening, cause my influenza was not so bad and i wouldn't let you wait..

Mines 97%! LOL!

i want to let you know, that today evening, after a relaxing walk along lanterns a trees, i begann to send energy, and what i want you to say is , that my hands got pretty warm whilst i was sendig for you and i think the erngy will find you

thank you for sending that energy.i am getting sicker and sicker.am i having a homeopathic reaction? though they usually don't last long...
i am perplexed,to say the least.
hope you are over your flu.
diane

thanks..the flu is over.

if the reaction of your stomach is caused by the energies (could it be possibly from the new medicine???)so it will be a joyful sign...a joyful sing in that sense, that the energies do their work with you, that you welcome them...
and for me, thanks you diane, i learnt in that case, that i as transmitter can send the energy without knowing an exact address ( this was at other occasions a hindrance for some people to get transmitted energy from me)

...and yes like you know, the worsening at the beginning can be strong but passes soon

i ate lightly today and i dont feel too bad now. i am thinking that because so much stomach acid is cut out,one has to eat lightly until one adjusts but they never tell you that. and im sure the energy helped too,thank you. it is really neat that you can send without knowing location...i've always thought that one can pray for something that happened in the past and it works retroactively,if that makes any sense,because the energies are not bound by time and space.

does it deplete you to send that and does it give you some energy yourself as you are a channeled for it? did some teach you this or did you just know you were good at this?

i'm glad you're better too,
di

i can not say much about that phenomenon of healing energy..all i know is that these powers exist...for that i am 100% sure and that they take me as tranmitter if i try to send....i don't know if its a special gift or if everybody could do that ...

it does not deplete me, cause it has nothing to do with my power...but i have to be carefully that i don't get transmittet complaints of the reciever.....when i am sending i feel mostly the energy flowing in my hands..it doesn't give me energy for myself, naturally i have joy if i see that the energy works, that i as gerry
can do a contribution, was part of the healing process.... i think it's the same if a doctor can help someone....but there are a lot of
exampels,where there was not any betterment, at least from the side of my or the receivers observation...it's important, that one doesn't fall in the trap that oneself, (i mean me) is the healer,that would lead to pride or frustration

yes, someone did teach me that, it was a german healer...one has to know some facts if one wants to work as transmitter...as said: no identification, the danger of getting the complaints of the reciever, the possibility to meet an obsessed recievers,never to send without the permission of the reciever,when to stop with sending, not sendign to much at once, to inform the receiver about the possibility of getting sicker at the beginning, and that the main feat of the healer is to win a person for such a tranmission process...that means sometimes to outwit someone, and that one should not try to get rich with that work and other things....

i don't understand exactly how you mean, that the powers can work retroactively..
for exampel it once worked for a women,and whilst sendig energy i saw, that she has had an abortion and that she was traumatized again..of course the energies want to make a being whole or are working holistic, they don't work on the symptomatic level how the normal medicine has to...

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