bluegreen17 (
bluegreen17) wrote2006-01-16 03:17 pm
attention-seeking missive/pity party of one
just a rant that i'm writing because i wonder if i'm the only one who has so little energy for stupid things...
oy.
i was going to do two things today on my day off. go to the bank and get a haircut.
well,the bank is closed because of a holiday which i don't get. (monday is my regular day off). and apparently the woman who runs the place where i get my hair cut gave herself a holiday too.
and i guess i'm just really f**ked up because i only have so much energy to do things on my day off and next week i'm having lunch with dad,and i'm often depressed afterwards and have no energy,and the week after i have to go to the dentist for a filling. i just don't have the energy to add those other things to either of those days. god,am i pitiful and filled with self-loathing at the moment.
i hate having shaggy long hair and i have some things i need to get taken care of at the bank...they changed their minimums for checking accounts so i have to switch mine or else pay a stupid fee by the first of february,i think it is.
and the i.r.s. isn't doing telefile anymore and did not send me a booklet or forms...they assume i have a computer,which i do not. fuck 'em.
i hate my miserable life at the moment! but i'll get over it,i'm sure. i don't so these kinds of posts often so i maybe i'll get some slack...wanna cheer me up?
oy.
i was going to do two things today on my day off. go to the bank and get a haircut.
well,the bank is closed because of a holiday which i don't get. (monday is my regular day off). and apparently the woman who runs the place where i get my hair cut gave herself a holiday too.
and i guess i'm just really f**ked up because i only have so much energy to do things on my day off and next week i'm having lunch with dad,and i'm often depressed afterwards and have no energy,and the week after i have to go to the dentist for a filling. i just don't have the energy to add those other things to either of those days. god,am i pitiful and filled with self-loathing at the moment.
i hate having shaggy long hair and i have some things i need to get taken care of at the bank...they changed their minimums for checking accounts so i have to switch mine or else pay a stupid fee by the first of february,i think it is.
and the i.r.s. isn't doing telefile anymore and did not send me a booklet or forms...they assume i have a computer,which i do not. fuck 'em.
i hate my miserable life at the moment! but i'll get over it,i'm sure. i don't so these kinds of posts often so i maybe i'll get some slack...wanna cheer me up?

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thanks...that sure did make me smile!
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I know what thats like...needing to get things done and not having the energy. It sucks.
I was suprised it was a holiday today too
I hope your week gets better!