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bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-16 12:47 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-16 12:47 pm
the thistle and the lilacs
yesterday i went to the library and i looked up my diary on the net and i was appalled to find out that on a computer monitor,the colors of my diary look really disgusting.
you see,my monitor is my television,because i access the net with lowtech webtv,the choice of trailer trash...(don't mean to be insulting,it's just my sick sense of humor...i would actually LIKE to purchase and live in a trailer...i'm actually fascinated by them,sort of the modern equivalent of the vardos of the rom (gypsies) who like myself seem to favor the color red and some of their mobile dwellings in past times were amazing examples of craftsmanship.)...
ennaway,as some say....
on my screen, i have a nice red color and a nice light blue. they are colors that remind me of my childhood. but poor you who visit my diary!
so,one of these days,in my free time (more likely time i should be doing something domestic but steal away to the library) i will go to the library and make sure they don't keep a history file (so someone can't get into my diary and pretend to be me...though i think my personality may not be the easiest to fake,ha...) and if they don't i can log in and make this diary looks better to computer users.
of course,i may then get home only to find that it looks terrible on MY screen.
i want an imac! not only because something with a 'mac'(mc) is a good thing,and i'm not just talking mac and cheese,though that's great too!
(as my bulletin board at work with the ewan mcgregor pictures...along with the photo of colored marbles and the picture i ripped out of an old astronomy magazine of an aurora and my red godiva ribbon and my string of plastic colored beads that i made myself from a damaged kids' kit that got marked down,and the picture of jude law for my friend wendy...says...'if it's not scottish,it's crap'...or should that be if it's nae scottish it's crap'?(does anyone remember where that line came from? it was from a skit on saturday night with kyle maclachan and mike myers (geez,i haven't even seen i married an axe murderer yet...) about a store called 'all things scottish...and pizza')
anyway,how did i get here? i think i'm done for now. you know,the wellbutrin is a mild stimulant (i didn't take the clonazapem lasts night and i was awake most of the night,but i hope i will adjust because i don't want to take something to sleep in addition to what my poor liver is already dealing with,even if i do help it a bit with milk thistle,but the natural remedies i buy have to come out of my own emptying pocket...) so that may be why i'm going off on more tangents than usual and appear to be on speed...i sorta am. but at least i'm not feeling suicidal. pretty overwhelmed,yes,but at least not right now suicidal.
gotta finish lunch and then brush and floss so i can go to the dentist and have THEM brush and floss my teeth as well...well,they also hack off the plaque/tartar but i usually don't have much since i'm always brushing and flossing...
but at least webtv doesn't crash very often!
you see,my monitor is my television,because i access the net with lowtech webtv,the choice of trailer trash...(don't mean to be insulting,it's just my sick sense of humor...i would actually LIKE to purchase and live in a trailer...i'm actually fascinated by them,sort of the modern equivalent of the vardos of the rom (gypsies) who like myself seem to favor the color red and some of their mobile dwellings in past times were amazing examples of craftsmanship.)...
ennaway,as some say....
on my screen, i have a nice red color and a nice light blue. they are colors that remind me of my childhood. but poor you who visit my diary!
so,one of these days,in my free time (more likely time i should be doing something domestic but steal away to the library) i will go to the library and make sure they don't keep a history file (so someone can't get into my diary and pretend to be me...though i think my personality may not be the easiest to fake,ha...) and if they don't i can log in and make this diary looks better to computer users.
of course,i may then get home only to find that it looks terrible on MY screen.
i want an imac! not only because something with a 'mac'(mc) is a good thing,and i'm not just talking mac and cheese,though that's great too!
(as my bulletin board at work with the ewan mcgregor pictures...along with the photo of colored marbles and the picture i ripped out of an old astronomy magazine of an aurora and my red godiva ribbon and my string of plastic colored beads that i made myself from a damaged kids' kit that got marked down,and the picture of jude law for my friend wendy...says...'if it's not scottish,it's crap'...or should that be if it's nae scottish it's crap'?(does anyone remember where that line came from? it was from a skit on saturday night with kyle maclachan and mike myers (geez,i haven't even seen i married an axe murderer yet...) about a store called 'all things scottish...and pizza')
anyway,how did i get here? i think i'm done for now. you know,the wellbutrin is a mild stimulant (i didn't take the clonazapem lasts night and i was awake most of the night,but i hope i will adjust because i don't want to take something to sleep in addition to what my poor liver is already dealing with,even if i do help it a bit with milk thistle,but the natural remedies i buy have to come out of my own emptying pocket...) so that may be why i'm going off on more tangents than usual and appear to be on speed...i sorta am. but at least i'm not feeling suicidal. pretty overwhelmed,yes,but at least not right now suicidal.
gotta finish lunch and then brush and floss so i can go to the dentist and have THEM brush and floss my teeth as well...well,they also hack off the plaque/tartar but i usually don't have much since i'm always brushing and flossing...
but at least webtv doesn't crash very often!