bluegreen17 | (no subject)

ugh,i feel awful but it IS morning. but i seem to be going into that downward spiral of i just want to sleep and eat,and that's all. meanwhile,my apartment is in horrendous disarray,i haven't changed my clothes in several days...ugh ugh ugh. hang in there,di,i must say to myself. and find a way to cope. i'm sure it doesn't help that i no longer have health insurance,but i definitely still have medical problems...yeah,i can see where that might make me feel even more depressed.i am going to try to see if reading a book helps...not likely,but i will try...

i'll probably feel slightly better as the day progresses. yuk. it's also humid and wet today. okay,i will try to go do something...