what next?

[bluegreen17]

now i'm worried about my dad. no,not because of the money that was stolen from him. no,this is something different.
one of my sisters talked to him today and he said that the heart doctor called. well,dad's been having some chest discomfort off and on for a while,but his gp pretty much ignored it. so he decided to go see a heart specialist recommended by someone he knows.
recently he had a stress test. well,the doctor's office called and they told him he should come in as soon as possible and should take it easy and make sure he has his nitroglycerin with him at all times. that's scary. also,i wonder if his nitro is any good,because it doesn't keep forever.

now i'm worried about my dad. i'm not sure how much more stress i can deal with,and i feel bad for dad who's just endured hellish neighbors for months,went through the process of moving,which didn't go all that well,and gotten ripped off. he also has told me in the past that he is nervous about living alone because what if something happens to him? and whatever this is is not going to help. i just hope he doesn't have to have some kind of surgery.

both of my parents are nervous about being alone (when mom gets into subsidized housing she'll be living alone) and they're divorced and don't speak to each other. damn,i wish they still got along!

i've been trying to stay more positive but things just keep happening.

my dad's been pretty fortunate up to now. well,except for the fact that mom divorced him and then later on his girlfriend died of cancer.but he himself has been fairly healthy and financially comfortable.

i feel really bad. this weekend he was very blue about the theft,plus it was memorial day weekend and he always goes to visit his girlfriend's grave. and then he gets that call from the doctor's office.

send good vibes!

thanks!