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[bluegreen17]

the only pair of pants i own that i can zip up got a huge tear in them. not really good to wear anymore. i wore them out,literally. maybe i should spend the rest of my life in elastic waist pajamas. i think pajamas are cheaper than pants. : ) i went from a size 10 to a...ugh,i suppose i'm now a size 16 since the 14s don't fit. losing weight is not really high on my agenda. staying alive,which sometimes means eating things to keep my brain from killing me,is.