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bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-24 12:57 am
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-24 12:57 am
yeah yeah yeah blah blah blah
i think tylenol makes me high. 'taint too good for my liver though,but i took two today because i was sick of having a headache (because i hardly slept last night,and lack of sleep is really getting to me) in addition to my usual stomachache.
the tylenol also seems to take hours to work. well,now i don't have a headache,but i'm going to bed soon and i really hope i can sleep.i can sort of deal with just lying there awake and resting,but it got really bad last night because i was so tired i had a headache,and thankfully i'm not headache-prone. i'm going to bed early because i have to get up early to have my teeth drilled. well,at least maybe after that i won't have this horrible nerve pain when i'm drinking water. ugh!
mom is no longer driving. i went to the store today and asked if she needed anything. no. so a couple of hours later,as i about to leave for my therapy appointment,she says she is all out of milk.ugh.by this time,i was tired because i had an exhausting day,but yeah i picked up some milk on the way home. i walked in the door and mom was waiting there for me with her cup of coffee that she wanted to add milk too. oy. it's not so bad since i'm on vacation and i have a bit more time,but i told she needs to let me know ahead of time when she needs something.i myself have to do all my errands and grocery shopping for the week on my two days off.
i went to the library in the rich town today,got a few things. i actually read two entire chapters in a book that is about the fiction of tolkien. interesting stuff.
wow,i'm tired now but so was i last night and it sucked that i didn't sleep. i got up at 7 a.m. and took the damn clonazapem. it really isn't for sleeping,it's for anxiety,and i really don't have the shakey kind of anxiety general....i just worry all the time,but that's different. anyway,i have to see if i can get something to help me sleep because i shouldn't keep taking this stuff...it's bad stuff,physically addictive,but it buys me a few hours of sleep,which i desperately need. i want to find a natural herb but i need to find something that doesn't have an adverse reaction with the drugs i'm taking,and i didn't have much luck in my net search yesterday.
god,this is boring,but at least i'm not too morbid. i am now mom's caretaker for the week. i'm okay about it at the moment (she just went to bed!) but i'm sure i'll be flipping out here and there.
my middle sister michele,the one with three kids and a seriously ill husband,is pissed off at my eldest sister too. she said she felt like lise just didn't want to have her little world disturbed,and it might be an influence of her husband.
yeah,well,i didn't want my little world disturbed either,but she's on vacation in virginia while i'm here with mom for a week.lise is a good soul at heart...i was so happy for her when she adopted the twins that i started crying (there i go again!) because i knew how much she wanted to be a mom. but she is too impressionable...if her husband doesn't want to do something,whatever...he's not a bad guy but i think he's used to always getting his way,and my sister is so malleable.
anyway,guess i'll take my drug and put on my footee pjs and go to bed.
okay,i am not going to put on my footee pjs...it's not that cold and i don't have any anyway. i've been sleeping in undies and a tshirt since my college days pretty much. i picked up that habit from my cohorts at school...i dont know,it was the thing to do,like wearing your turtlenecks straight up and not folded over...i kept that up because it keeps your neck warmer!
it's cool tonight but nice. we had a thunderstorm last night and drenching rain which announced the arrival of cool dry air from canada. thank you canada!
my blood sugar is kind of low,i can tell. well,i didn't know what to eat when i went out with dad so i just had a baked potato with half a pat of butter (figured i needed a little good fat in my diet...it's in butter,not margarine. margarine is evil.) and a dish of carrots. it was delicious. i came home and wanted sugar so i had two raspberry frosted pop tarts. so....i won't be eating until about 12 hours from now.even if i had the time,i can't eat before i have dental work because of my delicate stomach.i have to go to the dentist on an empty stomach. waahoo.
the tylenol also seems to take hours to work. well,now i don't have a headache,but i'm going to bed soon and i really hope i can sleep.i can sort of deal with just lying there awake and resting,but it got really bad last night because i was so tired i had a headache,and thankfully i'm not headache-prone. i'm going to bed early because i have to get up early to have my teeth drilled. well,at least maybe after that i won't have this horrible nerve pain when i'm drinking water. ugh!
mom is no longer driving. i went to the store today and asked if she needed anything. no. so a couple of hours later,as i about to leave for my therapy appointment,she says she is all out of milk.ugh.by this time,i was tired because i had an exhausting day,but yeah i picked up some milk on the way home. i walked in the door and mom was waiting there for me with her cup of coffee that she wanted to add milk too. oy. it's not so bad since i'm on vacation and i have a bit more time,but i told she needs to let me know ahead of time when she needs something.i myself have to do all my errands and grocery shopping for the week on my two days off.
i went to the library in the rich town today,got a few things. i actually read two entire chapters in a book that is about the fiction of tolkien. interesting stuff.
wow,i'm tired now but so was i last night and it sucked that i didn't sleep. i got up at 7 a.m. and took the damn clonazapem. it really isn't for sleeping,it's for anxiety,and i really don't have the shakey kind of anxiety general....i just worry all the time,but that's different. anyway,i have to see if i can get something to help me sleep because i shouldn't keep taking this stuff...it's bad stuff,physically addictive,but it buys me a few hours of sleep,which i desperately need. i want to find a natural herb but i need to find something that doesn't have an adverse reaction with the drugs i'm taking,and i didn't have much luck in my net search yesterday.
god,this is boring,but at least i'm not too morbid. i am now mom's caretaker for the week. i'm okay about it at the moment (she just went to bed!) but i'm sure i'll be flipping out here and there.
my middle sister michele,the one with three kids and a seriously ill husband,is pissed off at my eldest sister too. she said she felt like lise just didn't want to have her little world disturbed,and it might be an influence of her husband.
yeah,well,i didn't want my little world disturbed either,but she's on vacation in virginia while i'm here with mom for a week.lise is a good soul at heart...i was so happy for her when she adopted the twins that i started crying (there i go again!) because i knew how much she wanted to be a mom. but she is too impressionable...if her husband doesn't want to do something,whatever...he's not a bad guy but i think he's used to always getting his way,and my sister is so malleable.
anyway,guess i'll take my drug and put on my footee pjs and go to bed.
okay,i am not going to put on my footee pjs...it's not that cold and i don't have any anyway. i've been sleeping in undies and a tshirt since my college days pretty much. i picked up that habit from my cohorts at school...i dont know,it was the thing to do,like wearing your turtlenecks straight up and not folded over...i kept that up because it keeps your neck warmer!
it's cool tonight but nice. we had a thunderstorm last night and drenching rain which announced the arrival of cool dry air from canada. thank you canada!
my blood sugar is kind of low,i can tell. well,i didn't know what to eat when i went out with dad so i just had a baked potato with half a pat of butter (figured i needed a little good fat in my diet...it's in butter,not margarine. margarine is evil.) and a dish of carrots. it was delicious. i came home and wanted sugar so i had two raspberry frosted pop tarts. so....i won't be eating until about 12 hours from now.even if i had the time,i can't eat before i have dental work because of my delicate stomach.i have to go to the dentist on an empty stomach. waahoo.