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bluegreen17) wrote2011-04-20 02:53 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2011-04-20 02:53 pm
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feeling extra sad today. i think a lot has to do with easter coming up,and i don't really want to go visit my dad
because it takes incredible patience (he's in an advanced stage of alzheimer's and can get really angry and emotional) but feel like i should. my sister might come with me,but she hasn't been feeling very well and has a lot going on in her life too. but mostly because she's had vertigo and doesn't know if she can drive over here. i have been feeling extra depressed and lethargic the last few days. a family gathering for easter isn't gonna happen because my other sister's got way too much going on. so i'm probably kind of sad about that too,not being able to see everybody when i'm alone so much. ah,well.
i 'should' call someone at the assisted living place and ask for their advice,but i don't even feel up to that conversation. i feel grubby and have no good stuff to eat. have no energy and just really want to crawl back into bed for several days.
got brit comedy 'black books' through free netflix month,but didn't think it was funny! i haven't even eaten yet today. maybe a small bit of dark chocolate,though not exceptionall tasty,will help with its theobromine content. found a dove bar on sale in the cheapo bin...high cocoa content,so i bought it yesterday.
guess i feel a little bit better having written and gotten this off my mind.
because it takes incredible patience (he's in an advanced stage of alzheimer's and can get really angry and emotional) but feel like i should. my sister might come with me,but she hasn't been feeling very well and has a lot going on in her life too. but mostly because she's had vertigo and doesn't know if she can drive over here. i have been feeling extra depressed and lethargic the last few days. a family gathering for easter isn't gonna happen because my other sister's got way too much going on. so i'm probably kind of sad about that too,not being able to see everybody when i'm alone so much. ah,well.
i 'should' call someone at the assisted living place and ask for their advice,but i don't even feel up to that conversation. i feel grubby and have no good stuff to eat. have no energy and just really want to crawl back into bed for several days.
got brit comedy 'black books' through free netflix month,but didn't think it was funny! i haven't even eaten yet today. maybe a small bit of dark chocolate,though not exceptionall tasty,will help with its theobromine content. found a dove bar on sale in the cheapo bin...high cocoa content,so i bought it yesterday.
guess i feel a little bit better having written and gotten this off my mind.