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bluegreen17) wrote2012-06-04 09:46 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2012-06-04 09:46 pm
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watching an interesting 'american masters' episode with e.m. pei while i play games on facebook and eat sugar. i'm eating high cocoa content dark chocolate. it's so low in sugar that i'm still craving sugar! but the cocoa chemicals are excellent.
i am more lethargic than i usually am in june. i still think i'm recovering from the energy used when it was needed during the end of dad's life and after his death. that was six months ago,but still...it is possible that i recharge that slowly. and i've been upset since two weeks ago when my therapist said i shouldn't be so depressed and should try another medication. all i can say is,i'm not suicidal,i'm staying alive,and i don't need to take a chance on feeling worse right now,because meds are unpredictable for individuals.
i am more lethargic than i usually am in june. i still think i'm recovering from the energy used when it was needed during the end of dad's life and after his death. that was six months ago,but still...it is possible that i recharge that slowly. and i've been upset since two weeks ago when my therapist said i shouldn't be so depressed and should try another medication. all i can say is,i'm not suicidal,i'm staying alive,and i don't need to take a chance on feeling worse right now,because meds are unpredictable for individuals.