bluegreen17 (
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-27 01:22 pm
a passionate mind?
i think this sounds pretty true for me,except i like to stay home and the adventures i most want are adventures of the mind!
as for the heart,i want stability in the form of kindness and steadiness but a good sense of humor and an interest in things of the mind would be a bonus,because can i find someone kind,calming,funny and intellectual all it one? maybe,but would he like ME? (i could go into a little essay on my self-esteem,it's deep lows and it's occasional overdoneness...in fact i did in my mind last night while i couldnt sleep,but i will spare you that at the moment and just get one with my quiz result! this is beginning to sound like a pathetic personal ad anyway...love me cuz i hate myself! er,i don't think it works that way,and i don't think that's really what i want,i'm just on a downswing at the moment.)

I am truly passionate.
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
Deep down inside, you know you're passionate.
You're excited about life and in touch with yourself and nature. Tell me, do I have this straight?
Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.
Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?
Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.
Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.
Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?
(of course,my friend mia,i had to take this quiz...i'm a bit of a quiz junkie! and the same quizmaker is going to have one about finding your inner daiman/daemon so i want to take that one later. sounds verra interesting.)
as for the heart,i want stability in the form of kindness and steadiness but a good sense of humor and an interest in things of the mind would be a bonus,because can i find someone kind,calming,funny and intellectual all it one? maybe,but would he like ME? (i could go into a little essay on my self-esteem,it's deep lows and it's occasional overdoneness...in fact i did in my mind last night while i couldnt sleep,but i will spare you that at the moment and just get one with my quiz result! this is beginning to sound like a pathetic personal ad anyway...love me cuz i hate myself! er,i don't think it works that way,and i don't think that's really what i want,i'm just on a downswing at the moment.)

I am truly passionate.
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
Deep down inside, you know you're passionate.
You're excited about life and in touch with yourself and nature. Tell me, do I have this straight?
Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.
Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?
Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.
Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.
Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?
(of course,my friend mia,i had to take this quiz...i'm a bit of a quiz junkie! and the same quizmaker is going to have one about finding your inner daiman/daemon so i want to take that one later. sounds verra interesting.)

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low self esteem..don't make a problem of it...people with low self esteem are for me much more bearable...what's important is self confidence, if that is destroyed, one is forlorn and one tries to fit in the patterns of society and seeks security in groups....it's exactly self confidence, what we get destroyed through education..that's a tragedy
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as usual,i've been procrastinating because i really do mean to answer your email...i've just been trying to escape having to do much focusing this week i guess. well,i always have an excuse. i just find i tend to put off writing emails which is really too bad.
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it was not ok for me that you didn't answer my last email...or differently said: i was hurted...
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i'm sorry i hurt your feelings. but you can't take it personally because it is not because i dont think you're a valuable person,it more has to do with my laziness and focus.
however,i understand being sensitive to those things,which is paradoxically why i think i sometimes distance myself from people.
i can't be relied upon for the most part,anymore. i used to be able to,but i've been hurt by people and i feel i can rely on no one and dont' usually have the energy to be leaned upon by others.i think you might understand. plus,i am doing pretty poorly myself these days so i am even more selfish after watching out for mom. it has taken a lot out of me to deal with my mom this week and it IS supposed to be my vacation. we only get 2 weeks vacation per year. anyway,now it sounds like i'm lecturing or something and i do not intend that.
i don't feel that i have done anything 'wrong' because i have made no promises,but there must be a misunderstanding somewhere and i'm sorry that that happened.
i thought that when i mentioned a couple times that i don't email very often and i procrastinate about doing that,that i was sort of warning you how i was.
i am sad that you feel hurt and i hope this helps a little for you to understand and not take it personally.
*hug*,
di
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yes it helps...
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I am truly passionate.
Find your soul type (http://kelly.moranweb.com/quiz) at kelly.moranweb.com (http://kelly.moranweb.com).
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