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bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-30 05:46 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-09-30 05:46 pm
away from the egg(s)
i'm such an old fogey.
while waiting in the car for mom while she went to the pharmacy and the grocery store AGAIN (at least it's in the same plaza as the pharmacy),i was listening to the radio and the beatles 'ticket to ride' came on and that being one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite bands,i cranked it up. not exactly hip,but damn the beatles still sound amazing!
well,it hasn't been a bad day for one of my kind of days lately.
i had some interesting dreams last night. one involved a friend who died around thanksgiving last year. i always think when i dream of people who have died,i am visiting them on the astral plane. in this dream,we were hanging out together,but i had also asked him to go to the movies with me later...does that mean i'm going to heaven soon? i'm not quite ready,honestly. but maybe it just means we will meet in the astral plane again soon. ed was into a lot of out there stuff,and we talked about those sorts of things,so i wouldn't be surprised if i really AM hanging out with him in my dreams.
mom and i both got up 'early' because we were expecting the chimney sweep...er,i mean the person who cleans the furnace,to be here between noon and four. happily,he showed up around 1 and left around 2,because then i was able to go out and get a haircut (bonus! i hadn't expected to be able to do that today and not only that...today is absolutely gorgeous and i had a nice walk over there...it's about 15 or 20 minutes away on foot. or feet....i usually alternate them but i use both. *cough*)
speaking of coughs,i've developed one that is beyond mere social commentary...i don't know why i have a cough,so i hope it goes away...i don't need even more problems,for crying out loud!
so i'm just sitting in front of the open window,being caressed by the breeze (sounds like a romance novel,but nothing's throbbing...oh,well...).
tomorrow is supposed to be in the 80s...i wont enjoy that quite so much.i guess we may not need the furnace at least till the weekend then...
in other news,my stomach feels crappy. oh,never mind,that's not news.
i am going to see the nurse practioner next monday. i don't think there's much else she can do for me,but i'll give it a try anyway. i don't know when i'd get to a gastroenterologist the way things are going but we'll see. while i'm there she can give me an official prescription for wellbutrin (she gave me a month's worth of samples to try it) and maybe try out a different proton pump inhibitor just in case it's the medicine that's defective and not me. well,at least not ALL me.
i'm sure defective!
unfortunately,eating has crossed the ledger from being on the list of 'fun things to do' to being on the long list of chores...nothing i can eat is very appealing and i almost don't want to bother,since i then have to spend 15 minutes brushing and flossing. oh,well,i'll eat anyway. i guess i kind of have to if i want to stick around...and maybe i'll track down some carob chip cookies even though i probably should not eat sugar at all,but geez....
well,time to think about supper. maybe i should get some astronaut food since i hate cooking and it doesn't matter how it tastes anyway!
really,it would be easier i think at this point to just go no cold turkey with the food...too bad,i could do it if i was as evolved as some of the hindu yogis,but not for a few more million lifetimes,probably.
heavy sigh.
shazbot!
(if you get that reference,i will be impressed)
while waiting in the car for mom while she went to the pharmacy and the grocery store AGAIN (at least it's in the same plaza as the pharmacy),i was listening to the radio and the beatles 'ticket to ride' came on and that being one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite bands,i cranked it up. not exactly hip,but damn the beatles still sound amazing!
well,it hasn't been a bad day for one of my kind of days lately.
i had some interesting dreams last night. one involved a friend who died around thanksgiving last year. i always think when i dream of people who have died,i am visiting them on the astral plane. in this dream,we were hanging out together,but i had also asked him to go to the movies with me later...does that mean i'm going to heaven soon? i'm not quite ready,honestly. but maybe it just means we will meet in the astral plane again soon. ed was into a lot of out there stuff,and we talked about those sorts of things,so i wouldn't be surprised if i really AM hanging out with him in my dreams.
mom and i both got up 'early' because we were expecting the chimney sweep...er,i mean the person who cleans the furnace,to be here between noon and four. happily,he showed up around 1 and left around 2,because then i was able to go out and get a haircut (bonus! i hadn't expected to be able to do that today and not only that...today is absolutely gorgeous and i had a nice walk over there...it's about 15 or 20 minutes away on foot. or feet....i usually alternate them but i use both. *cough*)
speaking of coughs,i've developed one that is beyond mere social commentary...i don't know why i have a cough,so i hope it goes away...i don't need even more problems,for crying out loud!
so i'm just sitting in front of the open window,being caressed by the breeze (sounds like a romance novel,but nothing's throbbing...oh,well...).
tomorrow is supposed to be in the 80s...i wont enjoy that quite so much.i guess we may not need the furnace at least till the weekend then...
in other news,my stomach feels crappy. oh,never mind,that's not news.
i am going to see the nurse practioner next monday. i don't think there's much else she can do for me,but i'll give it a try anyway. i don't know when i'd get to a gastroenterologist the way things are going but we'll see. while i'm there she can give me an official prescription for wellbutrin (she gave me a month's worth of samples to try it) and maybe try out a different proton pump inhibitor just in case it's the medicine that's defective and not me. well,at least not ALL me.
i'm sure defective!
unfortunately,eating has crossed the ledger from being on the list of 'fun things to do' to being on the long list of chores...nothing i can eat is very appealing and i almost don't want to bother,since i then have to spend 15 minutes brushing and flossing. oh,well,i'll eat anyway. i guess i kind of have to if i want to stick around...and maybe i'll track down some carob chip cookies even though i probably should not eat sugar at all,but geez....
well,time to think about supper. maybe i should get some astronaut food since i hate cooking and it doesn't matter how it tastes anyway!
really,it would be easier i think at this point to just go no cold turkey with the food...too bad,i could do it if i was as evolved as some of the hindu yogis,but not for a few more million lifetimes,probably.
heavy sigh.
shazbot!
(if you get that reference,i will be impressed)
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Re: away from the egg(s)
Maybe it's just because I like Robin Williams but I don't find it that odd that folks would get the shazbot reference...
Re: away from the egg(s)