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bluegreen17) wrote2002-10-14 12:58 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-10-14 12:58 pm
thank god i'm not feeling suicidal
my power to resist ben and jerry's has returned. hopefully it will hold out through my grocery shopping so i resist buying any!
i do feel a bit better this morning. you know,they always say things would look better in the morning,but for a long long time morning has been my worst time of day until i started taking the wellbutrin. i'm not trying to advertise for it,because i still think drugs should pretty much be a last resort. but my point is i suspect that i now feel more like so-called 'normal' people feel. i'm hoping that while i am taking the wellbutrin (and i hope to stop taking it somewhere around after a year or so) i will learn to have more positive thinking habits again,and therefore i can keep those good chemicals in my brain. i really think that how you think changes the chemicals in your brain.
don't know if i mentioned this last entry but it turns out my mother has the beginning stages of emphysema. the doctor said he could tell by the shape of the lungs on the chest x-ray they took when i took her to the medical center last night.
so today i need to go get her an inhaler (they gave her a breathing treatment with medicine in it last night) and make an appointment with her doctor to take her on a monday when i'm off work,hopefully next monday or the one after. i am going to ask about getting her in this afternoon but i doubt that will be possible.
last night i felt really tired thinking about all this. i also need to get myself back to the dentist because i had two cavities that were filled which were the only ones discovered during my checkup,but one of them still has nerve pain even though the cavity was filled and it was done two weeks ago. that doesn't seem right. don't know when i'll get a chance to take care of that.
my mother's birthday is also coming up so i'll take her out to eat,which is,sad to say,really another chore for me. there's usually not much i can eat in most restaurants and my mother can't talk but she loves to go out to eat so i'll take her...after all,it is her birthday.
i'll try to find something more interesting to talk about next time!
i do feel a bit better this morning. you know,they always say things would look better in the morning,but for a long long time morning has been my worst time of day until i started taking the wellbutrin. i'm not trying to advertise for it,because i still think drugs should pretty much be a last resort. but my point is i suspect that i now feel more like so-called 'normal' people feel. i'm hoping that while i am taking the wellbutrin (and i hope to stop taking it somewhere around after a year or so) i will learn to have more positive thinking habits again,and therefore i can keep those good chemicals in my brain. i really think that how you think changes the chemicals in your brain.
don't know if i mentioned this last entry but it turns out my mother has the beginning stages of emphysema. the doctor said he could tell by the shape of the lungs on the chest x-ray they took when i took her to the medical center last night.
so today i need to go get her an inhaler (they gave her a breathing treatment with medicine in it last night) and make an appointment with her doctor to take her on a monday when i'm off work,hopefully next monday or the one after. i am going to ask about getting her in this afternoon but i doubt that will be possible.
last night i felt really tired thinking about all this. i also need to get myself back to the dentist because i had two cavities that were filled which were the only ones discovered during my checkup,but one of them still has nerve pain even though the cavity was filled and it was done two weeks ago. that doesn't seem right. don't know when i'll get a chance to take care of that.
my mother's birthday is also coming up so i'll take her out to eat,which is,sad to say,really another chore for me. there's usually not much i can eat in most restaurants and my mother can't talk but she loves to go out to eat so i'll take her...after all,it is her birthday.
i'll try to find something more interesting to talk about next time!
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It's a wonderful website. I love the title.
Good luck with it!
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