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bluegreen17) wrote2002-10-14 04:29 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-10-14 04:29 pm
an email for my future archive
(sometimes life can be rather dull...isn't THAT an understatement!)
hi rachel,
that's right,you're home today! pffftttt...(that's a raspberry,if you weren't sure)
the doctor's office is closed,but lise said she can take mom to the doctor's this week if i can get an afternoon appointment,so that would be great if it worked out.
we just went to get mom's inhaler and to put that together with a contraption called a spacer which makes it easier, was like brain surgery for me. and if you didn't know,brain surgery is not one of my hobbies.
anyway,so i swore a little while i was assembling it...i read all the instructions and walked mom through it verbally several times. she wrote down 'i'll start at michele's tomorrow' and i said 'no,we should start today so you can breathe better tonight'. i think i was making her nervous with my frustrated muttering,so i chilled.
so,finally,we gave it a go and it seemed all right. she said she felt the stuff get in her lungs or at least down her windpipe so that's good. i'm going to write down her instructions for her and i'll walk her through it again tonight. we'll be keeping the inhaler with her meds so she doesn't abuse it.
tomorrow michele is picking her up so i'll ask michele if she can do that with mom tomorrow as i think mom is nervous about doing that alone.i don't really blame her since she's not used to it. michele is hoping the doctor can prescribe some sort of pill to make it easier.
er,my tooth. well,it's more sensitive today than it was yesterday and it's almost as bad as before i had the filling,so i'm not pleased. i called the office today but they were closed too and the earliest i can really see them is next monday so i hope the thing doesn't hurt too much. i will try to maintain a positive attitude,though. i'm trying to be more optimistic while i have the support of the wellbutrin so i get into better thinking habits so i can go off it eventually i hope.
and how's your day off going? well,the sun is shining!
love ya,
di
hi rachel,
that's right,you're home today! pffftttt...(that's a raspberry,if you weren't sure)
the doctor's office is closed,but lise said she can take mom to the doctor's this week if i can get an afternoon appointment,so that would be great if it worked out.
we just went to get mom's inhaler and to put that together with a contraption called a spacer which makes it easier, was like brain surgery for me. and if you didn't know,brain surgery is not one of my hobbies.
anyway,so i swore a little while i was assembling it...i read all the instructions and walked mom through it verbally several times. she wrote down 'i'll start at michele's tomorrow' and i said 'no,we should start today so you can breathe better tonight'. i think i was making her nervous with my frustrated muttering,so i chilled.
so,finally,we gave it a go and it seemed all right. she said she felt the stuff get in her lungs or at least down her windpipe so that's good. i'm going to write down her instructions for her and i'll walk her through it again tonight. we'll be keeping the inhaler with her meds so she doesn't abuse it.
tomorrow michele is picking her up so i'll ask michele if she can do that with mom tomorrow as i think mom is nervous about doing that alone.i don't really blame her since she's not used to it. michele is hoping the doctor can prescribe some sort of pill to make it easier.
er,my tooth. well,it's more sensitive today than it was yesterday and it's almost as bad as before i had the filling,so i'm not pleased. i called the office today but they were closed too and the earliest i can really see them is next monday so i hope the thing doesn't hurt too much. i will try to maintain a positive attitude,though. i'm trying to be more optimistic while i have the support of the wellbutrin so i get into better thinking habits so i can go off it eventually i hope.
and how's your day off going? well,the sun is shining!
love ya,
di
the effects of zoloft
you know i did take zoloft for over two years and i had then more pleasure in life and did things i haven't done before and i have risked more and coped with a lot of objective (not imaginary) rejections and frustrations...then i stoped taking zoloft and the old depressive habits came back......
The problem ist i think: if one doesn't look at the fundamental conflict(s) one has, which causes depression and anxiety and lot of neurotic symptoms..if one doesn't or can't or will not face them, they will arise anew with their destroiyng power.
or:
If I took meds I had more power and I wanted to use that power to have more pleasure and success in life and I was not deeply interested to go in psychotheraphy,I forgot all issues with therapists ....and since I don't take meds I see that i should do somethinhg to change but i have not really the will to open the phone book and call a therapist...