clueless about mom

well,i'm a bit upset. my sister was taking my mom into the emergency room because she still has the cough and fits of trouble breathing,and she really needs to go into the hospital and be taken care of.

i got home from work and i did not have an email from any of my four sisters!

well,hopefully things are okay and maybe they were just tired and forgot. it doesn't feel good not knowing though.

i'm thinking my chest discomfort might be muscular or something...eating does not seem to help or hinder it. well,i feel better when i eat,but i think that's only because eating is enjoyable and in the last two days with this weird little pain,i forget about it when i've got my mind occupied. which is a good sign that it isn't too bad anyway!

well,i hope my mom got into the hospital because she needs some help. she's been getting worse and worse for 8 months now and my sister has taken her to tons of appointments and still no help. we just really need to make sure she is taken care of,and as she worsens,not only her dementia but her lungs as well,she needs more care than we can give her at home.

i wish i didn't have such a catastrophic imagination sometimes..i will try to remain calm...

hopefully i'll have heard something from one of my sisters when i get up tomorrow morning,and i hope everything is okay.