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bluegreen17) wrote2002-05-31 12:54 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-05-31 12:54 pm
hmmm...
'When I despair, I remember that all through history, the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and, for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall. Think of it. Always.'
-Mahatma Gandhi
i found this very interesting. i'd like to agree with gandhi,because it would offer hope. and yet i find i'm not sure i'm in total agreement.
recently i've been reading conflicting things,and i read so much psychology and philosophy that sometimes i just want to throw up my hands and say 'i give up. it's too confusing'.
oh well.
stomach is not good today. it doesn't seem to matter what i eat so i ate a few(three) molasses cookies after my mac and cheese.i probably shouldn't eat so much,but i feel sad and yummy food distracts me really well. i am still staying away from any form of caffeine. i was experimenting with allowing myself only a pint of ben and jerry's each week. but that doesn't seem to be working. of course,it IS possible that it isn't what i'm eating,as someone pointed out...but if it's stress,my stress isn't going to go away anytime soon,so what to do,what to do?
it's hot today,too hot for may in new england,but at least the ac seems to be working...
damn,i prefer fresh air,but i needed to do laundry and that heats up the place even more.
i've been really bored at work lately. in a huge bookstore,i couldn't find anything i wanted to read on my lunch break yesterday. it's not that theren't arent interesting books,it's just that ive been in one of those annoying frames of mind where i'm not interested in much of anything. i hate being bored and distinterested. it's rather sad,because i was so bored with life last night i ate two pop tarts that i wasn't even hungry for. not a good state of mind! arghhh....
-Mahatma Gandhi
i found this very interesting. i'd like to agree with gandhi,because it would offer hope. and yet i find i'm not sure i'm in total agreement.
recently i've been reading conflicting things,and i read so much psychology and philosophy that sometimes i just want to throw up my hands and say 'i give up. it's too confusing'.
oh well.
stomach is not good today. it doesn't seem to matter what i eat so i ate a few(three) molasses cookies after my mac and cheese.i probably shouldn't eat so much,but i feel sad and yummy food distracts me really well. i am still staying away from any form of caffeine. i was experimenting with allowing myself only a pint of ben and jerry's each week. but that doesn't seem to be working. of course,it IS possible that it isn't what i'm eating,as someone pointed out...but if it's stress,my stress isn't going to go away anytime soon,so what to do,what to do?
it's hot today,too hot for may in new england,but at least the ac seems to be working...
damn,i prefer fresh air,but i needed to do laundry and that heats up the place even more.
i've been really bored at work lately. in a huge bookstore,i couldn't find anything i wanted to read on my lunch break yesterday. it's not that theren't arent interesting books,it's just that ive been in one of those annoying frames of mind where i'm not interested in much of anything. i hate being bored and distinterested. it's rather sad,because i was so bored with life last night i ate two pop tarts that i wasn't even hungry for. not a good state of mind! arghhh....