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bluegreen17 ([personal profile] bluegreen17) wrote2002-12-20 01:22 pm

e-bow the letter

'don't you see i love your eyes?
all the beauty trapped inside
can't you see i love your eyes?'
(my personal translation-because i like it better than the official version,i heard 'eyes'...'scuse me while i kiss this guy'..from 'binky the doormat' by r.e.m.

sniffle.
i miss bill. so many times when i listen to old r.e.m.,i miss bill. not only do i miss the drums,but i miss his deep gruff harmony vocals. oh,well,he is happily farming. bill is really a hobbit...he even has the hair.

i'm in a good mood,in spite of the fact that i've been headachey lately,tylenol doesn't seem to help and i called the doctor's office and they said there's nothing else i can take for pain since it's not advisable for me to take aspirin or isopropin because of my probable ulcer.

'i want to be your easter bunny/i want to be your christmas tree'
-'be mine'-r.e.m.

that reminds me...in december i usually enjoy the 'venus effect',by which i mean i get all enjoyably swoony due to some personal astrological effects...i've noticed it several different years...and this year,where is it? because it's lots of fun. one year it was a blast because a guy friend was still working where i work and we're both naturally flirty...and it didn't hurt that i had a long time crush on him! speaking of which,maybe one of these days we'll do lunch or something,since life has a little stability in it in general which it hasn't in a long time,and now i feel i can go out and do things once in a while.

anyway,i miss the venus effect but i can say i do have a liking for somebody,and maybe it's a different kind of venus effect,because it's pretty nice in it's own way and so far i haven't been reduced to acting like an idiot. you know,that's kind of nice.

it's kind of the difference between an alcoholic buzz which is fun but leaves you hungover,and a basic good diet which makes you healthy and happy to enjoy each day...i wanted to find a more eloquent analogy but it just ain't happening right now. oh,well.

i love michael stipe's lyrics...can you tell?
i still miss bill.
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(fr. 'electrolite'-r.e.m.)
you are alive.
you are alive.
You are the star tonight.
Your sun electric outasight.
Your light eclipsed the moon tonight.
Electrolite.
You're outasight.
Twentieth century go and sleep.
Really deep. We won't blink
Your eyes are burning holes through me.
I'm not scared I'm outta here.
I'm not scared. I'm outta here.