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bluegreen17) wrote2002-12-23 04:37 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-12-23 04:37 pm
not exactly a tragedy
i'm feeling tragic.
maybe it's because i just listened to three beautiful,sad songs by america; i need you,ventura highway,and lonely people.
(sometimes i worry that i'm going to turn into eleanor rigby.)
maybe it's because i visited mom in the nursing home today and i feel sad when i leave,even though she seems pretty happy there and the people are really nice.
maybe it's because i bought the tv guide at the grocery store...which i never do because i only recently acquired my mother's cable account and will probably cancel it soon,but i wanted to see what christmas specials might be on this week,since i'm actually feeling christmassy this year. and when i got home i found out it was next week's,not this weeks. well,at least i'll know who's on this year's 'new year's rockin' eve' (probably no one i want to hear!) ha ha.
it's a mood. it'll pass. which is nice because they never used to move along,and now most of the time they do. now THAT'S a little less tragic.
maybe it's because i just listened to three beautiful,sad songs by america; i need you,ventura highway,and lonely people.
(sometimes i worry that i'm going to turn into eleanor rigby.)
maybe it's because i visited mom in the nursing home today and i feel sad when i leave,even though she seems pretty happy there and the people are really nice.
maybe it's because i bought the tv guide at the grocery store...which i never do because i only recently acquired my mother's cable account and will probably cancel it soon,but i wanted to see what christmas specials might be on this week,since i'm actually feeling christmassy this year. and when i got home i found out it was next week's,not this weeks. well,at least i'll know who's on this year's 'new year's rockin' eve' (probably no one i want to hear!) ha ha.
it's a mood. it'll pass. which is nice because they never used to move along,and now most of the time they do. now THAT'S a little less tragic.
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