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bluegreen17) wrote2002-07-07 12:44 pm
bluegreen17) wrote2002-07-07 12:44 pm
old lady sees tangerine sky
back to being eeyorey.
oh,well,at least tigger times are a little vacation.
the sky is weirdly orangey yellow today.it makes me think of supposedly weird colors that the sky is before a tornado,but there isn't even a thunderstorm in the forecast.anyway,it is all clouded over but that's okay because it's fairly cool and not too humid,to my surprise and delight.
my stomach isn't very happy today.probably because i ate a lot of sugar yesterday and had chocolate the day before. i'm pretty tired of eating the same boring foods and i'm tired of denying myself a daily dose of chocolate. maybe if i manage to get myself to a psychiatrist and can get some stimulant medication...dexedrine is what i want to try--i wont feel the need to eat so much sugar in an attempt to get a good chocolate-like improvement in my mood.maybe. i'm having a hard time motivating myself to make an appointment because for one thing i don't know whom to choose,and secondly all the psychiatrists are in the city and i don't feel like driving into the city on my day off. and the other thing is when am i going to have the time to do this?
my legs are hurting again today. i didn't take my bromelain pills yesterday and maybe that's why. the bromelain is a natural remedy made from pineapple and it helps with swelling if taken between meals. (if you take it with meals,it acts like a digestive aid,but doesn't help the swellling.) bromelain is expensive and of course since it's a natural remedy my insurance won't pay for it. another happy fact in my life.
on the plus side,i was able to sleep with the window open last night as it was pleasantly cool and i still have the window open today. tomorrow will probably be a closed up cooped up day though because it's supposed to be up around the nineties.
i desperately want a ben and jerry's and i'm not even pmsing. i'm just depressed.
well it could be worse i suppose.ha.
oh,well,at least tigger times are a little vacation.
the sky is weirdly orangey yellow today.it makes me think of supposedly weird colors that the sky is before a tornado,but there isn't even a thunderstorm in the forecast.anyway,it is all clouded over but that's okay because it's fairly cool and not too humid,to my surprise and delight.
my stomach isn't very happy today.probably because i ate a lot of sugar yesterday and had chocolate the day before. i'm pretty tired of eating the same boring foods and i'm tired of denying myself a daily dose of chocolate. maybe if i manage to get myself to a psychiatrist and can get some stimulant medication...dexedrine is what i want to try--i wont feel the need to eat so much sugar in an attempt to get a good chocolate-like improvement in my mood.maybe. i'm having a hard time motivating myself to make an appointment because for one thing i don't know whom to choose,and secondly all the psychiatrists are in the city and i don't feel like driving into the city on my day off. and the other thing is when am i going to have the time to do this?
my legs are hurting again today. i didn't take my bromelain pills yesterday and maybe that's why. the bromelain is a natural remedy made from pineapple and it helps with swelling if taken between meals. (if you take it with meals,it acts like a digestive aid,but doesn't help the swellling.) bromelain is expensive and of course since it's a natural remedy my insurance won't pay for it. another happy fact in my life.
on the plus side,i was able to sleep with the window open last night as it was pleasantly cool and i still have the window open today. tomorrow will probably be a closed up cooped up day though because it's supposed to be up around the nineties.
i desperately want a ben and jerry's and i'm not even pmsing. i'm just depressed.
well it could be worse i suppose.ha.
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What's a Ben and Jerry's?
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