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stop the world,i want to get off
Dec. 31st, 2000 02:54 pm'you believe there's somewhere else where it's easier than this'- 'aurora'-foo fighters
'you're packing a suitcase for a place that none of us has ever been/a place that has to be believed to be seen'-'walk on'-u2
why why why? did i lose the long entry i just wrote to inspire myself to hang on,and stop being a victim? the universe has been a really really tough teacher to me.
i felt angry and now feel sad that i lost all the words i just wrote.
maybe it's like the tibetan sand mandalas.they are beautiful and time consuming to create,and then they just destroy them intentionally,to prove the impermanence of everything.including,i hope,my frustration at life!
there used to be a song on a record my parents had.it was probably from some early sixties broadway show.it was called "stop the world i want to get off" yeah,i want off this damed roller coaster.
just give me some chocolate ice cream or coffee and let me ride on one those little airplanes hanging by wires!
with a cute boy!
okay,i guess that's what my inner child and inner teenager wants anyway...my inner adult wants to live alone and have interesting conversations with people i don't have to live with.ha.
'you're packing a suitcase for a place that none of us has ever been/a place that has to be believed to be seen'-'walk on'-u2
why why why? did i lose the long entry i just wrote to inspire myself to hang on,and stop being a victim? the universe has been a really really tough teacher to me.
i felt angry and now feel sad that i lost all the words i just wrote.
maybe it's like the tibetan sand mandalas.they are beautiful and time consuming to create,and then they just destroy them intentionally,to prove the impermanence of everything.including,i hope,my frustration at life!
there used to be a song on a record my parents had.it was probably from some early sixties broadway show.it was called "stop the world i want to get off" yeah,i want off this damed roller coaster.
just give me some chocolate ice cream or coffee and let me ride on one those little airplanes hanging by wires!
with a cute boy!
okay,i guess that's what my inner child and inner teenager wants anyway...my inner adult wants to live alone and have interesting conversations with people i don't have to live with.ha.