a very unhappy camper

left the dr's office and was pissed off and upset. because i always hope for good and i guess i expect it and get disappointed.

so,instead of the nurse practitioner saying (about the lump in my breast) 'oh it's nothing,just a cyst,don't worry about it' or even 'well,i think it's a cyst but we better do a couple of tests' she said 'well,it's solid and about 4 centimeters.'
( and i rant and rave on at the unf**ckinfairness of my life as a i see it at this moment )

does anyone know what the hell is wrong with lj and when it will be fixed? it's been hell to do anything here today.