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i haven't known what to write lately. but sometimes in responding to someone else,i can write. so this is part of a comment inspired by someone else:

i've become more and more self-obsessed and hating myself more and more. so i've been trying to look outward and see what i can do to improve things in the world,because i'm pretty sure that if i do,i will stop hating myself for being useless. though i am finding it's hard not to despair in looking around the world and wondering what i can do in such a world as this...but all the more reason that something useful...even if it's just being kind...needs to be done.